February 2012
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I’m training myself to draw properly again. This isn’t fun.
Anonymous asked: post your butt
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Objectification.
Why is it that some people like it? The attention. Attention is nice. People paying attention, even for a minute, is nice. Some people are satisfied with it.
Some people don’t want to admit that they’re shitty people, but I admit it. I am a bad person, but i just don’t have the courage to show it. I don’t know what’s wrong today. The extra...
Some people have too much motivation and not enough inspiration.
Some people have too much inspiration and not enough motivation.
I don’t have either.
Sometimes I think I’m a cynic, but the truth is, maybe I’m just afraid of people. Speaking from inexperience, of course.
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I am starting to think that I would rather be mindless and happy than sad and overly thoughtful.
That’s what reckless actions are for.
Anonymous asked: FERMAT'S LAST ARGUMENT(1) My proof is so big it doesn't fit into the margins.(2) Therefore, God exists.
to the one who told me to stop talking about...
former-ghosts:
Hey. I know some of you believe this, but Tumblr isn’t some kind of secret club.
Nobody in the world can make me frustrated enough to cry…except for my mother.
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I actually wrote in this this sprial notebook once during the summer as a journal sort of thing, and I ended up writing 8 or 9 pages at one time, and my mind would just feel really empty and content every time I wrote. That doesn’t happen anymore, though.
It’s funny how on facebook, when someone posts a sad status, then there’s always that one person that tries to comfort them and they write some long, stupid paragraph with some advice. No one ever takes that advice, though.
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I don’t like telling people stupid details about me, like my middle name, or that I have a second part to my first name, or that I was about 6 pounds when I was born, because stupid details don’t make me. You would forget about stupid details in a day, but I bet you won’t forget the times I almost completely break, and then suddenly open my eyes the next morning and forget. I...
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Anonymous asked: are you feeling better?
People are very eager to protect my feelings. I wonder if I really seem that fragile.
January 2012
66 posts
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Those anti-drug campaigns, I’m not really sure how those make me feel. I suppose they’re for the best, because most people can’t be fucking responsible with themselves, but then there are the people that actually need it, to cope with themselves. I am one of those people. Well, I’m not even a drug addict, or an alcoholic, or anything, but once in a while, I get to a...
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To be honest, I thought I still had feelings, but whatever feelings I still had are gone. I can almost imagine that wooshing sound it would make, like something just snatching them away really quickly.
Good riddance. I don’t like being weighed down.
Think too logically and you’ll destroy yourself for having emotions too.
Think too emotionally and you’ll destroy yourself from a lack of logic.
There’s a difference.
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i haven’t slept properly in a while, i have cramps that make me not want to move an inch, every position i’m in makes me feel uncomfortable, but i’m a little happier than i’ve been for the past few weeks.
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a gang of intellectuals roams the streets, spouting philosophical one-liners
“he’s no worse than us; he’s all action and no theory. we’re all theory and no action.”
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I honestly can’t tell if I’m just really tired or if these emotions are real.
In a few months I can escape these emotions for good. I hope.
Things are making less and less sense to me at this point. What the hell is happening.
i don’t get how people drunk-blog
i’ve never—
hey if i ever go crazy you guys will be the first to know
torturing myself with images of unhealthy food
i’m literally lying in bed in the dark right now and i feel really gross and in about 10 minutes my mom is going to come home and yell at me for not going to church and i am going to pretend i’m sleeping because that’s what i always do when i don’t want to deal with people
am i having some sort of crisis i don’t even know but i just want to be alone for a few hours...